don’t lose yourself.

been a while,

i’m here in this small space of mine.

not that i got nothing to say,

more of i don’t how to joint it down.

many mixture feelings,

many thoughts,

many things happened.

getting little tired to think how i feel,

feeling little unwilling to summarize, rethink how i thought.

oh and this entry, it’s been in the draft for the past month.

 

life has been good so far i guess?

traveled to India, a place where i wanted to go but never dare to.

partied hard, alcohol tolerance got better.

catch up with life and friends.

have been splurging.

applied for Hong Kong universities.

awaiting for good reverts from them.

planning to apply for Singapore universities as well.

waiting for June to come so i can quit my job.

prepare for my tattoo

and the list goes on.

 

life seems easier now,

with goals and tasks being completed.

but sometimes, i feel that i’m losing myself.

a part of me is no longer here,

or rather, i’m playing with fire again.

this fire seems wild and i may not able to handle it.

but who knows and why bother so much.

 

recently i have this enlightenment

how much you want it?

if you want it, just do it.

live life once, live beautifully. 

no one knows what’s good or bad

or what’s ahead for us in the future.

at least at that point of time, you are happy with your decision

or rather you think you’re right about it

you’re going to just do it.

 

fuck life, it’s just once in a lifetime.

no regrets. 

 

dear tattoo, i’m so going to get you.

 

 

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