hello stranger.

“not everything that fits perfectly, stays forever”

hey there, it’s been a while that we have spoken,

why do you have to appear in my life again?

whenever i recieved your whatsapp,

first thing came to my mind was

“why are you messaging me, are you not with her”

whenever i replied, i afraid of you reading it and do not response

so i always delete the conversation 

not able to know whether you have read it or not

sometimes, i chose not to reply as well

maybe to you is trying to maintain our friendship

but to me, it seems like a spare tyre

whatsapp me when you’re not with her

no, i don’t want this

and i know i should not have such thought

ok. weird me.

 

friends around me have been telling me that i’m being very pessimistic,

negative about life.

not that i think life is not good/wonderful

just feel that the world is just like that

things happen for a reason

and nothing is prefect.

maybe this is a way of me protecting myself

not having any high hope in life,

just take it as like what it is

no disappointments, no sadness

just get use to what life is 

 

time to do all my applications

HK universities, local universities and SIM

time to crack brain to “sell” myself to the universities. 

): 

 

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