regrets, no?
had a conversation with a friend.
was sharing photo of the set up of the event
but yet, it was not being appreciated.
“it’s just shifting of things and installing of lights”
that’s what I was told.
instantly i felt so insulted and pissed.
events to us, it is not just like this.
we take pride of what we do,
the sense of achievements that we got from events,
the sense of belonging when the structure installed
we plan, we build and we execute.
process may be hard but we are proud of the end product
perhaps what you said is right,
people like you, non-professionals will never understand
true enough, only us, who are in this line, can truly apprehend the joy and the pain.
thanks for the reminder,
for the past 1 year plus,
i learnt, i exposed to things that i never been, i gained useful knowledge
and not forgetting survival skills in life regarding work or self.
sometime i really wonder why am i doing all this,
because of my work, i missed out many things and neglected people around me.
but i guess it is too late to regret, not that i don’t have but life still goes on
at least for now, i know i have grow up, more mature/sensible.
and trying to adjust my temper and change the bad habits of mine.
no more “what if” and no one will know what is better
though i don’t know what’s ahead of me now,
i just got to enjoy every moments.
hope i can keep this positive thinking for long.
