Play. Love.

drink, drank but no drunk.

with the amount of alcohol i had,

i’m surprised i did not knock out or even feeling high for long.

just did my usual thing, puked.

but still, i think my alcohol level improved.

perhaps it was the crowd or the new friends i made

i don’t feel like i had enjoyed myself.

but anyway, i’m glad that i did not breakdown and cry the shit out of myself

was that a sign? am i okay?

i don’t know.

 

saw your whatsapp when i’m in club.

really did not mean anything when i mentioned about removing photos.

just thought it was unfair to her.

why keeping photos of your ex, a love album of the past?

i know if you really do remove it, i will feel the pain.

but i guessed

this must be done so there are nothing left for me to hold on.

selfish perhaps you said

but at least you’re not alone now.

 

met up with pei shi, stayed over.

it’s been a while for us to HTHT.

only her, knows everything about me.

feel so freed to tell her anything and everything

she knows me the best and we are going through the same shit in life.

work. study. people.

life is hard but life still goes on.

 

CityUni is open for application.

went to create a new account today, tried to figure out how to apply.

due to the different education system,

it really did confuse me.

gave up for now, will do it this weekend.

4 years of study. i actually cannot wait.

i don’t want to work anymore. 

i don’t want to be an adult.

so pray hard.

JIAYOU.