Paranoid Bitch

High expectation.

Yes i have high expectation of myself 

and if i did not manage it well

it definitely backfire on me.

Everyday i am walking on a thin line

and suffering from weak heart.

I’m having a love-hate relationship with my work

I enjoy the satisfaction of the end product

but at the same time, hate it when i got to suffer and mindfucked

Event is nearing and i don’t seem to be prepared for it

Afraid of everything and anything that might happen

My emotion is unstable.

I can be happy for a moment and upset/worried at another moment

Just like now,

I was very angry that someone stole my converse shoe and havaianas slipper

and next minute, i was crying badly cause i realised

i lost another part of you in my life,

i lost the slipper that belonged to us.

I really behaving like a crazy bitch now.

Hate my life really but well, there is nothing i can do about it but just move on

Everything will end in a week time, 11th September I am looking forward to you.

Someone please give me the strength to keep on going

I need someone to guide me out of this

and i hope is you.

 

Take care my love.

If one day i’m gone for good, please remember me.

 

 

 

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